At present, I’m sure that About adoration, part 2 was just a snapshot in time.

Powerful as it is, it was compulsive. Part 3, however, marks the sustainability of adoration.

Darn, where have I get myself into? Why did I give in to it?

It’s obvious, I’m still too fond of it.

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Numerous words to describe adoration.

Cute; sweet; addictive; calming; provocative; and of course, adorable.

At first impression, THE most interesting qualities.

However, it lacks satisfaction on principle grounds.

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The ‘Yes and No’s’ and promises, sadly unreliable.

“Hot and Cold” - mA. Indeed, Kati Perry’s.

Lost in translation. But, still dreaming, even in vain.

Where is my last line of defense?

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Despite the pros and cons, and the impossibility, these thoughts are inconsolable.

But, for the sake of my own well-being: oblivion.

My experience shows that it has to ‘self-destruct’ itself.

Is this my desire? Truly muddled.

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“This adoration, for now and forever.” Do I, really?

It seems infinite, but so undesirable.

Why is this adoration so persuasive? And so persistent?

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